Monday, August 19, 2013

The Ram in the Bush

Lately everything brings me to tears and to my knees.  I've never ever been this .... destitute.  Not just broke, short, low, but DEST-I-TUTE.

So I'm trying to prepare myself for  my first day back at work; pulled out some clothes for the week - trying to plan ahead, washed and twisted my hair - don't want to look like a before photo, ate something, and then decided to hit the shower before I hit the sack.  Figured the warm would calm my nerves and help me sleep.

Here's a little secret and TMI... since it is summer and I was off for 6 weeks I shaved only once #shrugs... whatever. I knew I had to handle the furry situation prior to heading back to work because one just does not go to work looking like the main character from Harry and the Henderson's.  I go to the closet to grab my razor and I see only one. Usually I wouldn't be bothered. One razor.  No big deal... but what about when I go on my trip. I can't possibly go to my sister's wedding looking like a Furby.

**Tears commence.** But it's not about the razor. Or the trip. Or looking like a Chia Pet.  This razor is my last one. Right now it symbolizes everything. Well, nothing. The last. No more. Empty. Nothing left. No lifelines. Broke. Poor. A $1 razor.

My music is playing in the background and I hear the artist say "You have to have a testimony to sing this part..."     **More tears**  You can't have a testimony if you don't first have a test.

The thing about tests is that you make it through to the testimony.  This isn't my testimony....

Grabbed the basket where the razor was sitting. Picked up the razor and the packaging. Below it, was another razor.  Praise God!  Not just for the razor, but for the realization that He provides.... He always provides.... right on time.  No matter how large or how simple something  seems or even how silly; be it a ram in the bush or a razor in the bottom of the basket; He;s there  Our God, My  God is not one dimensional. Have faith. He provides. Yahweh-Yireh.

Abraham's Faith Tested

Courtesy: Technology Rocks Seriously

Thursday, August 15, 2013

This Beautiful Mess: A Review

The Kingdom of Heaven.  God's Kingdom.  The kingdom that we are promised, but what is it? Why don't we here Christians speaking of this Kindgom as often as Jesus did. 
This Beautiful Mess: Practicing the Presence of the Kingdom of God is authored by Pastor Rick McKinley.  
This book is short and an easy read due to McKinley writing in a very conversational tone.  It's as if you are sitting beside him or at dinner just having a normal conversation.
McKinley's book is divided into three parts and also draws a focus to discipleship.  His main point, enjoy the beauty while living in this mess.
Note: I am not paid to do reviews! Thanks to Waterbrook Multnomah for the book.


Monday, August 12, 2013

August Loves

Pencil Police


I think every teacher runs into this problem at some point in time.  Pencils!  Students don't bring or don't have pencils and they borrow them.  I don't have a problem lending them, but I would like for them to be returned.  Otherwise I run out and let's face it, stores don't have penny sales in the middle of the year!  My co-worker found this site and created this poster.  Thanks hon!

Keep Calm and RETURN MY PENCILS Poster




Sunday, August 4, 2013

Full in so many ways...

I'm full. Physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

Kindness gets overlooked these days.  People take it for granted at times.  Me... I'm a sucker when it comes to kindness.

My heart is so overwhelmed right now, with gratitude and love; sadness tries to creep it's way in, but I simply refuse. Why sadness after such a wonderful day, because I can't do for myself.  Why was it a wonderful day? Because 1) I'm alive and 2) kindness and love was shown to me.

My friends came and we went to dinner.  No biggie, really, but after eating clean for quite a while and then having limited calorie intake. ordering food from a menu is quite daunting.  What can I eat?  What won't make my stomach turn in 20 minutes?  What won't be to overindulgent?

After much ado about nothing and stalling the waitress I ordered fried fish, sweet potato fries, broccoli and a salad.  I ate everything, except all of the fries.  No tartar sauce, just lemon juice.  Stuffed.... I never eat all of my food in a restaurant, so I was shocked. Full. Physically.

Kindness. Filled with gratitude.  Filled my belly then my kitchen.

I found myself overwhelmed in the grocery too.  Pressure.  I wanted to breakdown.  I'm an odd shopper...  walking in the store for an hour... in circles.  I had my list in hand. Breathe.  To go to the register and have someone else pay for my things, because I cannot. Bitter. Sweet.  Full. Emotionally.

She gave me a cd of one of her pastor's sermons.  So on point.  MY GREATER IS COMING. I am made to wait to build my faith.  I am stripped of everything so that I will learn to depend only upon Him. I can say what I want and receive it.  Full. Spiritually.

I've learned to smile at the simplest of things. To enjoy smelling the roses.  To appreciate snow in the middle of spring. And today was just one of those days that makes you cry because you are so happy. Blessed.

Thank you.

Sarongs

Just Jewels (by Kitsy Lane)

Just Jewels (by Kitsy Lane)